I hate the morning time. I just don't get the whole early bird gets the worm thing. Everyone should be allowed to sleep in and just work in the afternoon. I know it's a "good luck with that" kind of situation but it's still a thought. After witnessing the embarrassing scene Kaleigh put on in The Loft last I just want to sleep in peace. She totally made a fool out of herself and me. I need some rest to sleep off the alcohol and the adrenaline from our little show down with Sha. If it wasn't for this damn cell phone I could be sleeping peacefully, but it has been buzzing for the last 10 minutes and I know if I don't get up and address the calls they will continue to keep me from my sleep. And the 5 new messages that blared across the screen better be super important.
"Can u get away tonight?" 03/19/09 6:35 am
Always one simple sentence, never an elaboration.
"So you can't respond?" 03/19/09 6:42 am
That's different I never get a question twice.
"Guess your man must be there or something, you know sweating chicks aint my forte so I must really need another shot of that good." 03/19/09 6:50 am
"You know what I'm good if you are. Text a picture of that ass when you ready for the real." 03/19/09 6:55 am
What the hell is really going on? I look around to see if Marlo is still in the room. I heard the shower earlier but now it is quiet. He must be down stairs fixing me breakfast as he do every morning before he leaves. I am almost scared to read the last one. Seems like the desperation will sink in my fingers by reading it.
"Kenzie call when u get ur lazy ass up." 03/19/09 6:51 am
The last message was from Kaleigh, thank God because I was starting to get nervous. I never thought I would be in love with two people at the same time. I love Marlo but I can't explain this obsession with this other man. He is everything that Marlo isn't to me. Rude, disrespectful, and only wants to have sex. We never go on dates, we're never seen in public, and I know nothing about him expect his name, Danger. He pops up when he wants and calls when it is a good time for him. But the sex, yes Lord that sex has to go down as the best I have ever been in. It's always chains, camcorders, whips, oil, and some of the most rough and painfully beautiful sex ever. When Marlo and I are together it's beautiful, just simply wonderful. However it is something about the way that Danger touches my soul. I love Marlo but we wouldn't be as strong if Danger hadn't come into our lives. I have to find a way to shake Danger because I am finding myself wanting him more and more. I love Marlo I really do and this is the last picture that I will take and send to Danger.
Showing posts with label McKenzie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label McKenzie. Show all posts
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Girls Night Out (Kaleigh)
"You know Kensley you should try coming out with us more often, you should really loosen up. I know you are married and all with kids but you still look good for 34."
"Thanks for your validation Kaleigh but I really don't need it, do you really think I would look this fabulous and not know it."
The laughter around the table plus the drink and music was making me feel good. After my disastrous stake out in front of Sha's house I needed a relief and this was a very pleasant one.
"By the way where were you two sluts the other night? I kept calling and neither of you would answer."
"Oh let's not go there big cuz." McKenzie slurred her words with the help of her four Margaritas. "Your sister here wanted to play Cagney and Lacey so we were on a top secret mission to find out nothing."
I could see that tonight will be a "lets make fun of Kaleigh moment". I wasn't in the mood and I would go off easily. After leaving Sha's house yesterday morning I felt like a complete fool. He had caught me sleeping outside his home. To make matters worse I feel asleep so I didn't see who left with him that morning. That was a seriously wack mission.
"Nothing? What did you guys do in this so called investigation? And seriously Kaleigh why would you stoop so low that you would go on a "top secret mission".
Kensley's nose was in the air where it stayed the most. She had a way of looking down on you and making you feel super small.
"We didn't do anything, we were just waiting to see if anyone would show up or leave, an hour turned into two and we feel asleep."
"FEEL ASLEEP IN THE CAR? ON EUCLID? ARE YOU CRAZY KALEIGH"
"First Kensley could you please lower your voice you have the whole bar looking at us, secondly yeah I did it so what. Some of us don't have sexy ass husbands who are faithful like you so I was just checking to make sure Sha wasn't cheating on me."
"Girl you are wrong for that. As a lady you should never stoop so low that you are acting like a project pigeon. Sitting outside his house? Falling asleep? Let me guess you put here up to this McKenzie?"
"Ay Kensley I don't have shit to do with the decisions your sister make, now we are having a good night damn-it. I'm not about to let your snobby ass ways mess up my vibe. Kaleigh is grown and she needed someone to be there for her not judge her, so she called me. And you damn right I'm gone ride with her and I don't care how stupid the mission is"
McKenzie didn't say anything else to Kensley as she continued to sip her Margarita and look around the bar. Even though Kenzie was our first cousin and was pretty much raised in our home, her and Kensley always had some beef going on. They were closer in age than me and McKenzie, but she and I have always clicked. And she is right she never judges the way that Kensley will.
"I see, well I guess I have been put in my place. I'll let the mission and your little comments McKenzie slide. I came here to drink and unwind and that is what I plan on doing. So if you ladies will excuse me I am going to the dance floor."
Kensley got up from the table as the waitress was walking up to bring us our fifth round of Margaritas. Kenzie grabbed hers immediately and started drinking like it would soon evaporate. I could see Kensely out the corner of my eye and now doubt the Patron in the Margaritas had her feeling herself. I didn't even know that she knew how to dance let alone grind in the manner that she was carrying herself in.
"Oh My God Kenzie look at Kensley girl she is letting that man rub all on her ass and hips. I have to go and get her she is drunker than what I thought."
"Girl let the girl go and live life, I say to hell with it. That young dude is sexy as hell and in my opinion just what she needs to loosen her stiff as up."
"She's married and there are to many media outlets in here who could report about this in their paper or on the Internet. I have to go and stop -"
The sight before me made me pause mid sentence. Just two tables behind me sat Sha and a very attractive young lady. I've never seen her before so this one had to be new. I don't give a damn who she is if she thinks she is going to take my man she is sadly mistaken.
"Come on Kenzie we have some ass to kick."
"Thanks for your validation Kaleigh but I really don't need it, do you really think I would look this fabulous and not know it."
The laughter around the table plus the drink and music was making me feel good. After my disastrous stake out in front of Sha's house I needed a relief and this was a very pleasant one.
"By the way where were you two sluts the other night? I kept calling and neither of you would answer."
"Oh let's not go there big cuz." McKenzie slurred her words with the help of her four Margaritas. "Your sister here wanted to play Cagney and Lacey so we were on a top secret mission to find out nothing."
I could see that tonight will be a "lets make fun of Kaleigh moment". I wasn't in the mood and I would go off easily. After leaving Sha's house yesterday morning I felt like a complete fool. He had caught me sleeping outside his home. To make matters worse I feel asleep so I didn't see who left with him that morning. That was a seriously wack mission.
"Nothing? What did you guys do in this so called investigation? And seriously Kaleigh why would you stoop so low that you would go on a "top secret mission".
Kensley's nose was in the air where it stayed the most. She had a way of looking down on you and making you feel super small.
"We didn't do anything, we were just waiting to see if anyone would show up or leave, an hour turned into two and we feel asleep."
"FEEL ASLEEP IN THE CAR? ON EUCLID? ARE YOU CRAZY KALEIGH"
"First Kensley could you please lower your voice you have the whole bar looking at us, secondly yeah I did it so what. Some of us don't have sexy ass husbands who are faithful like you so I was just checking to make sure Sha wasn't cheating on me."
"Girl you are wrong for that. As a lady you should never stoop so low that you are acting like a project pigeon. Sitting outside his house? Falling asleep? Let me guess you put here up to this McKenzie?"
"Ay Kensley I don't have shit to do with the decisions your sister make, now we are having a good night damn-it. I'm not about to let your snobby ass ways mess up my vibe. Kaleigh is grown and she needed someone to be there for her not judge her, so she called me. And you damn right I'm gone ride with her and I don't care how stupid the mission is"
McKenzie didn't say anything else to Kensley as she continued to sip her Margarita and look around the bar. Even though Kenzie was our first cousin and was pretty much raised in our home, her and Kensley always had some beef going on. They were closer in age than me and McKenzie, but she and I have always clicked. And she is right she never judges the way that Kensley will.
"I see, well I guess I have been put in my place. I'll let the mission and your little comments McKenzie slide. I came here to drink and unwind and that is what I plan on doing. So if you ladies will excuse me I am going to the dance floor."
Kensley got up from the table as the waitress was walking up to bring us our fifth round of Margaritas. Kenzie grabbed hers immediately and started drinking like it would soon evaporate. I could see Kensely out the corner of my eye and now doubt the Patron in the Margaritas had her feeling herself. I didn't even know that she knew how to dance let alone grind in the manner that she was carrying herself in.
"Oh My God Kenzie look at Kensley girl she is letting that man rub all on her ass and hips. I have to go and get her she is drunker than what I thought."
"Girl let the girl go and live life, I say to hell with it. That young dude is sexy as hell and in my opinion just what she needs to loosen her stiff as up."
"She's married and there are to many media outlets in here who could report about this in their paper or on the Internet. I have to go and stop -"
The sight before me made me pause mid sentence. Just two tables behind me sat Sha and a very attractive young lady. I've never seen her before so this one had to be new. I don't give a damn who she is if she thinks she is going to take my man she is sadly mistaken.
"Come on Kenzie we have some ass to kick."
Thursday, March 12, 2009
McKenzie
"There so much shit I wanna do to you. First you got to step into this room."
Jamie Foxx's song Slow was crooning from my stereos surround sound speakers. The room was dark and the 30 candles that I had placed around strategically was causing my shadow to dance seductively off the wall. I could feel the shot of Grey Goose that I had drunk earlier in the club taking effect on me. Oh yeah I am definitely in my zone. A little bit of Jamie and a shot of the Goose, please believe I am soooo in my zone.
"Turn around so I can look at you from behind."
The voice was demanding as usual and the baritone rang out like music to my ears. I began to turn slowly making sure that every inch of my ass was being watched. But nothing in life is free and that includes me. If you have the funds to pay then you can always play around these parts.
I began to jiggle just enough to tease him but I hold back on giving my all until he decides to up the cash.
"Damn baby you acting like that, I can't get more of a shake than that."
I pretend as if I don't hear him but I twist my hips just a little more, he already knows what it will take to get the full show. I could hear the song switching over to Tamia "Cant Get Enough Of You" that's always my queue to give him his private dance. Standing boldly in front of him I place my hands on his head.
"You know what it is luv, you want a dance then you better shower me with something."
He pulls his stack out of his pocket and began to place hundred dollar bills in my thong. A smile spreads across my face as I began to grind on his lap. I could feel his legs shaking under my body and that let me know that he was well pleased.
"Damn Kenzie you killing me tonight, what's gotten into you girl?"
I took that statement as a compliment and slowly began to remove my undies. The look of lust in his eyes was undeniable as he bit his bottom lip. He pulled his dreds back into a tight ball and pulled me close to him. He turned me around so that he was eye level with my love. He placed small kisses across my stomach and down to my inner thighs. I could feel the heat and moisture escape its confinment as he spread my lips apart.
"Damn Marlo stop teasing me, I can't take it. Go head and do what you do best baby."
Marlo had a powerful tongue, it always made me feel some kind of way. And that way is the most remarkable feeling I ever had in my life. It didn't matter the time or the mood if he was on his way down I was always a willing participant. Nothing could separate me from this man and his tongue.
"Mamma what ya'll doing."
I jumped away from Marlo and towards the cover as our three year old daughter Kylie stands in the doorway. Her hair was wild on her head and her baby doll was tucked under her arm. Her face was wet which meant she was probably crying from a bad dream.
"Go back to bed baby, daddy will come and tuck you in. I'm coming up right behind you"
As Kylie turned around Marlo pulled his jeans back up and threw on his wife beater. His Timbaland boots were still on and untied. He may be a thug in the streets but my Marlo is the perfect husband and father. He saved me from myself at a time when I didn't even know that I was lost. I would kill myself before I broke that man's heart.
Jamie Foxx's song Slow was crooning from my stereos surround sound speakers. The room was dark and the 30 candles that I had placed around strategically was causing my shadow to dance seductively off the wall. I could feel the shot of Grey Goose that I had drunk earlier in the club taking effect on me. Oh yeah I am definitely in my zone. A little bit of Jamie and a shot of the Goose, please believe I am soooo in my zone.
"Turn around so I can look at you from behind."
The voice was demanding as usual and the baritone rang out like music to my ears. I began to turn slowly making sure that every inch of my ass was being watched. But nothing in life is free and that includes me. If you have the funds to pay then you can always play around these parts.
I began to jiggle just enough to tease him but I hold back on giving my all until he decides to up the cash.
"Damn baby you acting like that, I can't get more of a shake than that."
I pretend as if I don't hear him but I twist my hips just a little more, he already knows what it will take to get the full show. I could hear the song switching over to Tamia "Cant Get Enough Of You" that's always my queue to give him his private dance. Standing boldly in front of him I place my hands on his head.
"You know what it is luv, you want a dance then you better shower me with something."
He pulls his stack out of his pocket and began to place hundred dollar bills in my thong. A smile spreads across my face as I began to grind on his lap. I could feel his legs shaking under my body and that let me know that he was well pleased.
"Damn Kenzie you killing me tonight, what's gotten into you girl?"
I took that statement as a compliment and slowly began to remove my undies. The look of lust in his eyes was undeniable as he bit his bottom lip. He pulled his dreds back into a tight ball and pulled me close to him. He turned me around so that he was eye level with my love. He placed small kisses across my stomach and down to my inner thighs. I could feel the heat and moisture escape its confinment as he spread my lips apart.
"Damn Marlo stop teasing me, I can't take it. Go head and do what you do best baby."
Marlo had a powerful tongue, it always made me feel some kind of way. And that way is the most remarkable feeling I ever had in my life. It didn't matter the time or the mood if he was on his way down I was always a willing participant. Nothing could separate me from this man and his tongue.
"Mamma what ya'll doing."
I jumped away from Marlo and towards the cover as our three year old daughter Kylie stands in the doorway. Her hair was wild on her head and her baby doll was tucked under her arm. Her face was wet which meant she was probably crying from a bad dream.
"Go back to bed baby, daddy will come and tuck you in. I'm coming up right behind you"
As Kylie turned around Marlo pulled his jeans back up and threw on his wife beater. His Timbaland boots were still on and untied. He may be a thug in the streets but my Marlo is the perfect husband and father. He saved me from myself at a time when I didn't even know that I was lost. I would kill myself before I broke that man's heart.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Kaleigh
"How do I get myself in these situations?" I kept asking myself that over and over again. Truthfully though, I knew the answer. My Grandma always use to say to me "Girl one day that nose of yours is going to get in some business it can't get out of". Naturally like every child I blocked that out of my head and went and got into someone else business. Now here I am 14 years later at 27 sitting in front of my "boyfriend's" house trying to see if he has company. The fact that I have to stoop to this level should be reason enough to leave him alone, but I can't. To say he is my drug of choice is an understatement. Rashand, or Sha as they call him in the streets, and I have been together for four years. We started off with a bang, a love at first sight thing, now things have started to fizzle. I've been nothing but good to him so I would like to know exactly why he hasn't put a ring on it. I can only assume it's some skeezer. The ratio of good men in this city is low, so I know all the vultures have been after him. I always felt secure in our relationship up until recently. So in a round about way that is why I am sitting here on Euclid at two o'clock in the morning dressed in cliche' all black. If my sister could see me now she would have a hissy fit. No way in hell is a daughter of Judge Lancaster hitting rock bottom like this. That's why I brought along our cousin McKenzie, she's a ride or die kind of girl.
"McKenzie, McKenzie wake up."
"What Kaleigh? Damn it's bad enough you've had me out here for the past two hours, can I at least get a five minute nap"
"Trick you been sleep for 30 minutes and I'm getting bored. I know someone is in there and I can't wait to see their faces when I bust them."
"You know you really live in a delusional world Kaleigh. What has Sha done to make you think he is cheating"
"I'm not stupid Kenzie. We barely spend time together, our sex life is almost extinct, and he's always gone from home."
"You know you my cousin and I love you to death but the man has been working. It's hard when your just trying to get your foot in the door as a politician, he does a lot of campaigning. You knew his goals when you first started in college."
"And whose side are you on exactly skank."
"You know I'm all for you but at this moment I would like to be on MY right side going to sleep."
" I know you better be on point when it's time to jump out, I can't be out here acting all ghetto by myself. If the family ever find out I will never hear the end of it. They expect this kind of stuff from you."
"Yeah yeah wake me when it pops off."
The time was dragging on and on. My eyes felt like weights were tied to my lashes. If he would just answer my call and let me know that he was at home I could pull off. With his car on the street and the house dark I can only assume one thing. There is most definitely a chick in there. Oooohhh if I could just get, get my hands on them. God am I sleepy but I swear it will take the heavens to part before I pull off. That's right I am going to sit here until my questions are answered.
When I opened my eyes I could see that four hours had past it was 6:30 in the morning. I sprang up wiping the slob off my face. McKenzie was next to me snoring lightly. It then hit me that I was still on Sha's street and I had fallen asleep. His car was gone which meant he had already left for the day. It was then I saw it, a note with my name spread across in his handwriting on my window.
"I started to wake you but you were sleep so peacefully, I left my key under the mat for you to freshen up and get something to eat. Call when you get up with your psycho ass. Love you."
I feel like a complete ass!
"McKenzie, McKenzie wake up."
"What Kaleigh? Damn it's bad enough you've had me out here for the past two hours, can I at least get a five minute nap"
"Trick you been sleep for 30 minutes and I'm getting bored. I know someone is in there and I can't wait to see their faces when I bust them."
"You know you really live in a delusional world Kaleigh. What has Sha done to make you think he is cheating"
"I'm not stupid Kenzie. We barely spend time together, our sex life is almost extinct, and he's always gone from home."
"You know you my cousin and I love you to death but the man has been working. It's hard when your just trying to get your foot in the door as a politician, he does a lot of campaigning. You knew his goals when you first started in college."
"And whose side are you on exactly skank."
"You know I'm all for you but at this moment I would like to be on MY right side going to sleep."
" I know you better be on point when it's time to jump out, I can't be out here acting all ghetto by myself. If the family ever find out I will never hear the end of it. They expect this kind of stuff from you."
"Yeah yeah wake me when it pops off."
The time was dragging on and on. My eyes felt like weights were tied to my lashes. If he would just answer my call and let me know that he was at home I could pull off. With his car on the street and the house dark I can only assume one thing. There is most definitely a chick in there. Oooohhh if I could just get, get my hands on them. God am I sleepy but I swear it will take the heavens to part before I pull off. That's right I am going to sit here until my questions are answered.
When I opened my eyes I could see that four hours had past it was 6:30 in the morning. I sprang up wiping the slob off my face. McKenzie was next to me snoring lightly. It then hit me that I was still on Sha's street and I had fallen asleep. His car was gone which meant he had already left for the day. It was then I saw it, a note with my name spread across in his handwriting on my window.
"I started to wake you but you were sleep so peacefully, I left my key under the mat for you to freshen up and get something to eat. Call when you get up with your psycho ass. Love you."
I feel like a complete ass!
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